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Hi Dr. X... I’m going on 25 years of teaching and am considering similar thoughts. I don’t have any “smart” rebuttals... Teaching is a job where we become “poured out wine” for others. Literally, these students feed off of us, and it is draining--better thought “soul sucking.” As the “family unit” has broken down, parents have checked out, and school admin have lost their will/ability to establish order--the drain is worse. I think all of the philosophies have some relevance.

Fatalism, free will, determinism... they all probably play a role. The fact, however, is that we are doing the hardest job in the world--with the greatest responsibility and need for outcome--raising children and the next generations pretty much by ourselves in a room with 30+ people who have been indoctrinated to hate authority and anything other than “self.” IF you can affect One person’s life in this adverse environment--YOU are a hero. I know it and your fellow teachers know it. But the world ignores you... They got a little glimpse during Covid when the students stayed home and refused to obey their own family. “Who is this creature? And when can he/she go back to school??”Remember? This is when the masses saw what they were creating/ignoring in their own children. “Send them back!” was the chant.

I’m a literature gal and so I tend to wonder which dystopian novel are we waking up to today? “A Clockwork Orange?” “1984?” “Lord of the Flies?”

You my friend on a battle field. This may sound overly dramatic, and I’m judging myself right now for typing the words, but I can’t delete them. We were trained to enlighten, challenge, and inspire; and yet, those ideals mostly take back seat to the petty and purposeful ignorance we face each day.

You’re tired and battle weary--it’s okay. If you’ve got more fight in you, we need you. If you don’t, “well done, good and faithful servant.”

The fight is only going to get worse. I teach in a Christian school, so I can rely on Faith and Truth to have my back--it’s still hard but I’m on the winning side and it helps me daily. I don’t know how you all in the public-vacuum sector are still standing really...

it’s truly heroic--and I’m not being dramatic.

My wrestling coach/history teacher in high school changed my life. I was teetering on destruction, and he came in and called me to a higher standard, refused to let me be vapid. He’s one of my greatest heroes. Maybe most of the class ignored him--but I was listening and I’ve never been the same.

One of my favorite authors, CS Lewis, has a quote: (paraphrase) “in a world where kids face demons and evil, let’s not give up on giving them the examples of knights and heroes.” Super true.

(Kristi-the kitty fan)

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